or…Being a good steward of convenience.
Do you put salt on your watermelon? That is the Facebook post that got me started with some deep thinking this morning. I commented that I hadn’t had watermelon with salt, but if someone would give me some watermelon I would be happy to test and find out. Of course that led to a friend comment about watermelon in her fridge, that led to me saying there was no room in my fridge for watermelon until I cleaned it out. I wasn’t being cute. The pain is real.
I have put off cleaning the fridge for days. That is bad on so many levels. Seriously. Then I tried baby steps by cleaning out the door shelves. Then we get to the watermelon.
Shame, guilt and reality pounded me on the shoulder until I grudgingly got up and headed to the kitchen. Carefully opening the fridge door, I peered inside and quickly shut the door. Some things are just to horrorfying to describe- so I won’t. I opened the door again and could not believe my eyes. Dear Hubby had put a jar of salsa on one of my nice clean door compartments HORIZONTALLY! The nerve. Grabbing a paper towel I scrubbed the huge tiny spot clean. Feeling pretty good about my efforts, I looked at the top shelf of the fridge. Certainly I could handle one shelf before taking a break. Reaching in, I grabbed the butter and placed it in one of the door compartments. The shelf looked better already.
Admittedly I am easily distracted. I prefer to say that my mind juggles many spinning plates at one time. I started thinking about how much easier it was to clean our very first refrigerator. No, it was not frost free. But having to defrost it meant you pretty much cleaned it regularly. No, it was not huge. Maybe, just maybe it was 15 cubic feet, compared to the 20+ I have now. But there was not nearly as much to clean. Maybe my convenience is really costing me time, money (from all that spoiled “stuff”, and pleasure (watermelon).
At this point the shame and guilt stopped pounding on my shoulder and God started tapping on my heart. He does that often and for many different reasons. If you have read my blog posts before you already know how this goes: Me: Hey God. You want something?. God: So how are you enjoying cleaning out your fridge. Me: I suppose this is where You remind me to do all things willing, happily as if I am doing it for You? (huff) God: Maybe, but I did tell you to be a good steward. Me: So you mean I should give You a tenth of all this stuff? Seriously God I’m just kidding because I know You have a sense of humor. God: Some things are not funny. I’m sure you are not feeling so good about all that spoiled food right now. Me: (hanging head) I know, right? We must have wasted a ton of money, not counting the electric to keep the spoiled food…er…fresh. Hey! What are You trying to tell me here?
Notice a trend here. God has the answers and I have the questions. But God has a point, as He always does. It is convenient to fill my fridge with food. It is convenient to put off cleaning the fridge. It is convenient to forget that all we have is God’s and not ours. I have wasted God’s resources. The food, or the money spent buying it or replacing it can be used more wisely. Abundance can be shared. The time I spend can be better used when I can complete a job quickly. I need to be a better steward in all of the blessings God gives me. Even the fridge.
Excuse me. I need go finish cleaning the fridge. And I think I hear God saying, “Finally. You got it! And when you are finished, why don’t you try to decided if you like your watermelon plain or with salt.